Blogger, Writer, Tech Support
I stop by my blog every now and then to dust off the dashboard.“Why am I here?” I ask, waiting for divine intervention. But, all I got was spam.
Other times, I return to the dashboard after receiving a bad news email from a security plugin that’s a bit of a drama queen.
“Stop what you’re doing and get over here!” It said in a panic. “I found a virus in a WordPress file.”
My instinct was to ignore it. But if I did, the plugin would just send ten more emails, screaming in all caps, “IF YOU DON’T GET RID OF THE VIRUS, I’M CALLING THE CDC.”
To avoid ending up as a hot spot on the government’s map of diseases, I logged into the dashboard and wasted an hour trying to fix the problem while food deprived and cranky from working all day. Clearly, I was in no condition to tackle a WordPress pandemic of this magnitude.
I called BlueHost tech support who couldn’t help me. Thirty minutes on the phone with them resulted in a support ticket and “Good luck with that,” which galvanized me to fix the problem as I scarfed down a snack at my computer.
Technical issues are one of the hazards of running a self-hosted WordPress blog. I was clueless about 404 pages, plugins, and widgets before I made the transition from Blogger to WordPress — a birthday gift from my parents while I was unemployed. Though the last thing I needed was more stress in my life at the time.
The Blogging Conundrum
When I started blogging over eight years ago, I wrote about the pitfalls of having an open-ended schedule while looking for work and then keeping the work I had found. As I told my husband who thought that writing meant goofing off, “Blogging is my therapy. There are just so many hours in a day in which I can look for a job or hold onto one.”
Blogging kept me as sane as I could possibly be. As a creative thinker, one hundred percent sanity is a condition I try to avoid.
In 2010, after I became a member of the underemployment club and started working four days a week, I published fewer and fewer blog posts. Until a year ago, my blogging screeched to a stop and skidded into a ditch. I didn’t know what to write about. My creative GPS was directionless. She kept telling me to “Make an illegal U-turn if at all possible.” But I couldn’t because I was stuck in a rut after getting lost from all the confusing signs along the Internet highway.
Signs like…
“You need to have a direction for your blog.”
“You need to know your audience and write for them.”
“If you cover too many topics, you’ll confuse your readers.”
Blah. Blah. Blah.
“My readers?” I said. “You mean the trolls who leave spam comments and thrive on chaos? I don’t want to encourage them.”
Confusion Is Confusing
But, I was still confused. I stood in the ditch watching the traffic light turn from red to green while others, who knew where they were going, whooshed on past me.
Then a thought approached me from behind and tapped me on the shoulder. “Excuse me,” it said. “Maybe confusion should be the focus of your blog.”
“Isn’t that crazy?” I asked. “Confusion would be too confusing, unless…” And at that moment, I realized that the thought was right. I should write about my journey to find a focus for my blog and my writing, collateral damage from being stuck, as well as the distractions that drove me into a ditch. Confusion will be my hook.
Today, I embrace chaos.
Sounds good to me! My creative GPS is continually being stomped on by structure. Ha!
I need structure… the double-yellow lines, so I can stray outside them.
Your articles has been a source of inspiration for beginners like me. It is easy to understand, short and very simple. More power to you and your future en devours.
Thanks, Mark!
I’m glad my articles are helpful. It helps me to get this stuff out of my head and onto the page.
I know how you feel. I’ve been so distracted, my poor blog has been limping along like a car running on fumes. But always good to see a post from you, my friend.
I know the feeling. Thank you. It’s been a struggle to squeeze out a post. I’m been trying to figure things out, work on writing goals and see how blogging fits into my world. Writing and blogging are different forms and require different approaches.
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I think, have found when I think too much about what I want to write, I don’t. Ever consider thinking of your blog as an extension of your thought process? Your diary for all the chaos? One thing is certain–your words, whatever they happen to say continue to resonate.
Thank you!
You’re right about thinking too much about what to write. It’s probably a distraction tactic to keep me away from the keyboard. Just like overwriting is bad. Overthinking can be harmful to the process.
I am embracing the chaos that is writing and will continue to write about my struggles. It’s cathartic.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
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I’m glad you enjoyed the post. Thanks for the encouragement!
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Thanks so much! I’m glad you enjoyed the post. I’m still having an existential blogging crisis.
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There is beauty in the Chaos!
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I’ll have to think on that. Thanks for the idea for another blog post.
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Thank you. Thank you for your kind words.
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Hey. Thank you so much.
Hearing feedback like yours helps me keep going.
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